OK. Aren't we all allowed to whine every once in awhile? Not often. I'm too old for that. But just sometimes...aren't we entitled to a good whining session? Well, I hope so cause I'm taking one!
Let's talk about this stupid weather first. I'm a spring and fall girl. I can't take much more of these windchills. Apparently either can the schools cause most of them are on delays for tomorrow...and the city schools are cancelled. How come adults don't get snow days or something? So unfair. I'd like to stay under my covers tomorrow morning...cause according to weather.com, the windchill will be -20 when I leave for work around 6:15am. Not only do I hate mornings, IT'S GOING TO BE FREEZING...AGAIN! I'm protesting...again.
OK. So let me whine about something else. Half of you will think I'm crazy but that's ok. I'll get over it! Have you ever had a habit...ok, not a habit. This isn't a habit. I don't want to call it an obsession either. Just something that you had or did but decided to give up on and then went back to? If you're thinking the worst, you can stop. You know me! I'm not perfect but no need to think the worst. This isn't something bad. Just something I chose to give up on. One day I said, "I'm done." And I meant it. And I've stuck with it...up until today. Maybe it was boredom (doesn't happen much for me) or I could blame it on the cold temps (although I never actually stepped outside). I just kind of forgot about my choice to give up on this thing and did something anyway. And I never really thought much would come of it...nothing ever has. But something did. Nothing big. Nothing life altering (at least not that I know of). Just something I didn't expect. And now I'm sitting here wondering if I should have done it. And what will happen with it. AND WHY ON EARTH DID I DO IT? If I gave up on it, then why? Like I said, it's nothing bad. It was just something I needed to let go of. And usually when I decide to let go of something, I just do. I'm not someone that holds on to things. I don't let things just sit back in my mind. I'm just not that kind of person. I move on pretty easily. But not this. And now here I am wanting to kick myself. Maybe I will. Cause I know at least for the next week or so, I'm going to be wondering...looking...waiting...DRIVING MYSELF (and possibly you) COMPLETELY INSANE! And there's no reason to be really. But I guess life has a funny way of doing that to you. I know it's something I should just let go of (again)...I just don't know if I can now. I didn't expect what I got and now that I got it, I kind of want to see what happens. But at the same time, I don't want to wonder...ahhhhhhhhhh....
Maybe the answer is sleep. I should have been in bed awhile ago since I have to be up so early...maybe I'll just sleep on it...
I'll be done whining for now....
Let's talk about this stupid weather first. I'm a spring and fall girl. I can't take much more of these windchills. Apparently either can the schools cause most of them are on delays for tomorrow...and the city schools are cancelled. How come adults don't get snow days or something? So unfair. I'd like to stay under my covers tomorrow morning...cause according to weather.com, the windchill will be -20 when I leave for work around 6:15am. Not only do I hate mornings, IT'S GOING TO BE FREEZING...AGAIN! I'm protesting...again.
OK. So let me whine about something else. Half of you will think I'm crazy but that's ok. I'll get over it! Have you ever had a habit...ok, not a habit. This isn't a habit. I don't want to call it an obsession either. Just something that you had or did but decided to give up on and then went back to? If you're thinking the worst, you can stop. You know me! I'm not perfect but no need to think the worst. This isn't something bad. Just something I chose to give up on. One day I said, "I'm done." And I meant it. And I've stuck with it...up until today. Maybe it was boredom (doesn't happen much for me) or I could blame it on the cold temps (although I never actually stepped outside). I just kind of forgot about my choice to give up on this thing and did something anyway. And I never really thought much would come of it...nothing ever has. But something did. Nothing big. Nothing life altering (at least not that I know of). Just something I didn't expect. And now I'm sitting here wondering if I should have done it. And what will happen with it. AND WHY ON EARTH DID I DO IT? If I gave up on it, then why? Like I said, it's nothing bad. It was just something I needed to let go of. And usually when I decide to let go of something, I just do. I'm not someone that holds on to things. I don't let things just sit back in my mind. I'm just not that kind of person. I move on pretty easily. But not this. And now here I am wanting to kick myself. Maybe I will. Cause I know at least for the next week or so, I'm going to be wondering...looking...waiting...DRIVING MYSELF (and possibly you) COMPLETELY INSANE! And there's no reason to be really. But I guess life has a funny way of doing that to you. I know it's something I should just let go of (again)...I just don't know if I can now. I didn't expect what I got and now that I got it, I kind of want to see what happens. But at the same time, I don't want to wonder...ahhhhhhhhhh....
Maybe the answer is sleep. I should have been in bed awhile ago since I have to be up so early...maybe I'll just sleep on it...
I'll be done whining for now....
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